Saturday, December 24, 2005
tian hui
yap....cant slp last nite...tossed & turn....tok to eri juz nw...feel so much beta...i shld nt dwell on it anymore...
listening to sum song....S.H.E- tian hui is a nice song...e lyrics kinda reminds of mine situation...
http://www.geocities.com/musicpara/She.htm#tianhuican go see e lyrics...
xiang nian bian cheng huai nian, xin dong bian xin sui
haiz...guess tt wat every1 been thru
person u lyk end up liking sum1
but its kinda hard to 4get..since it was one of my longest crush...
ok...look lyk i been lying in e past wad i haf given up alr shit....
but its true tt feeling has been faded..if nt ytd i wld be crying le
i will be strong & move on
believe i can eventually find my one
lyk wad eri say: forget bout e bear, find other species la
I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
2:28 PM
sadded
sadded.....e person i lyk lyk another frenz of mine....
but funny thing is y am i sad? cos i see no pointi alr noe he lyk her lyk hw many mth ago le&e feeling is nt tt strong when i saw him few week ago...tot haf given up completely le...but..i dont tink i haf truely given up..if nt dere wun be any tinge of sadness in me nw..
fruasted...always having confused tot...mebbe he's really nt E ONE...
gimme sum time to recover....y am i sad....i cant be sad....i haf already given up!!!
wake up!!!!
arrrrrrr
its horrible to noe tt..but actually i was alr prepare to face this situation sooner or later...
so...now i can gif up completely le...wif no regrets....
i shld move on..he's nt e only 1..dere still a lot more out dere..i juz nid to wait...
and when e time cum..i will be truely happy ....
as for nw...i nid to reorganise myself
1:46 AM
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes its over..and i mean e dreaded term test!!!!!! yes..econ....tink only gt confidence for tis subj ba....i pinning much hope on it man..no B i go knock wall la...rofl..serious lo..haiz....xmas cuming...hu wanna date me out..i damn free till 26 dec..wahahaha...anyway..i was so damn siao 2day..mus be study until go bonker le...
but nvm... will recover soon le....cos over le ma...rofl ...yoyo baby
10:10 PM
Sunday, December 18, 2005
MIA
been MIA frm net for quite long ..cos my monitor died on me...transformer gt blow..so gotta buy new monitor..love my new one la..LCD de...& i shun bian change my soundsystem oso...change to creative de...nt bad..lyk mini hi fi set liddat...wahaha....oso gonna upgrade my whole CPU during my vacation hols...so will be having a whole new system aft end of feb liddat..wohooo...i'm looking 4ward man!!!
anyway..its T.T tmr...gd luck fer all my frenz....anyway..e.maths tmr...quite confidence la..confidence can pass...but dunnoe will score nt..hope tmr everything goes well..wun 4get wat i prac ( & its a lot work being prac ok!!!!) and noe hw apply everything lo
but...q.mtd on wed is quite sucky to me la....& wed is lyk 2 paper a day can....q.mth & pecon lo..omg!!!
hope tt i can do well..but of cos mus study well 1st la..wahaha
11:25 PM
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
study mode on
yea rite....as e title says....STUDY MODE ON!!! its term test next week...and i am nt feeling any stress...this is bad...means that i am too slack..
oh man can sum1 juz slap me awake and scream to me to get my ass off to study??
proj are nt clearing ....only manage to clear Q method...still left psps,econs, and oh yes..e killer JAVA!!!! omg...did i mention java? yes....juz got my proj qn 2day...to hell wif it la....dun even haf a single idea watta do for it....shits la....
and to make thing worst....after term test wun haf time rest la...gotta work, den sch reopen still gotta do the open house stuff...nt forgetting my killer....com.service talk..& OMG!!!! ms fang has actually open the regisration to all e SA ppl....so...tadda...i will nt only be toking to those APEL2 ppl( mainly shld be yr 2 ppl)..but also my SA ppl....well....shall see hw i embarass myself..pls dun....pls hope tt i will be able to cope with the fact tt i will be toking to an LT full of mostly alien ....hahaha..no la...LT full of ppl i nt familar wif....shit la...hiyo...pray hard that dey will be gd audience and gimme e poor emcee sum face....*pray hard hard*
sianz..off to do proj report le....arrrrrrrrrr..i simply gt no idea wat rubbish to write in man...
10:28 PM
Friday, December 02, 2005
changes
changed my blog ad fer sum personal reason...
anyway..2day went help for D cup..plain slacking la
at first tot being a runner was a damn cham thing....hu wld haf tot e runner job is to juz stay in e cyber centre & wait fer em to send mail to u & print e info out....rofl
so end up me & hx was stuck in cyber fer lyk 2 hrs..playing game & browsing thru sum webby
e air con is juz so niceeee & comfy dere tt i nearly doze off...wad a gd job... :D
was called back at 5+..den went to help e food ppl..
quite chaotic dere lo....den a lot ppl lyk dunoe true nt..kip on cum back take so many food de..mebbe take fer frenz ba
gt to noe 1 more new gal le...hehehe...can find sum1 pei me fer esc event le....
dere a lot of event cuming up...so yeap..my CCA point will be rolling in..i wanna do e DIDI..can see ppl sing de..lyk jue dui superstar liddat...
11:09 PM
Thursday, December 01, 2005
mistake
it was a damn mistake for me to haf tis kinda ppl whom i call frenz
therefore i haf no one to blame but myself for knowing this kinda ppl
hu ask me nva open my eyes wide enuff
and now..i gotten 1 more patheic soul involve
wtfh
damn hella loads of prob which seem nva ending
but nvm...hu gif a damn bout em
at least i noe i dun nw
its POINTLESS!!!!!!!!
y nt we juz go our seperate way yea?
its juz so useless where so many bacstabbing r gg on
arrrr...my hand r itching to type vulguars
fucking nb cbk bitch backstabber heartless creatureKNS ah!!!stress time.....so many quizzes cuming up next week....damn q mtd proj driving me mad sia....
10:34 PM
